Kiara

So the day is wednesday, the time is 9:52 pm and Im feeling...actually pretty crappy :(. I have a headache of sorts and i really dont feel like going to school tomorrow. well...really...i guess its not much of the school part im worried about but more of the nursing home part. it sucks there. honestly. major suckage. im definatly looking more into Entertainment Management now. its more my "thing" anyway i guess. unless I become a nurse at a pediatrician office or something. kids are fine. old people make me cry. then of course puke up w/e substance is in my tummy. ahhh all the thoughts going through my mind lately. im so freakin confused. and the sad part is i dont even know what Im confused about. all i know is that something is bothering me and I need to figure out what it is and fast. before i like go nuts or somthing like that. you know the feeling you get when your alone in your room, with your favorite music playing w/e that may be, its summer outside, and your windows are open? its just like nothing at that moment can bring you down even a little bit. nothing beats that feeling. nothing at all. so i pretty much win the bum of the year award for coming home today and lying in bed until 9 pm. i couldnt help it. my dream world is amazing and all i need is my music to go along with it and Im content for life. eh. the winter alway depresses me. its way to cold to even try to be happy. it fuckin sucks, honestly it does. you knwo what else sucks? reeking of old people. but thats besides the point. but when summer comes around i'll be in better spirits. i just hate the fucking cold. some people dont like the winter...no...i HATE it. with a passion. no homework again. i can get use to this. all i want to do is make it to april. after that the end is WAY close and I can start counting down. but honestly. I just want to make it to April. ahh graduation isnt close enough. and hopefully soon after that I'll be on my way to chicago. hopefully. eh well. anyhow I guess thats about it for this one. I just felt I needed to write something. oh yeah...Jon Walker pwns. okay now Im done.

~Ducky

Okay so this is my first time posting in here and im not too sure on how all of this works... yeah I was a BIG myspacer and I still go on there but Id like to figure this out. hmm well pretty much its supposed to be a ice storm today...ick. hopefully the power doesnt go out...AGAIN. its already been out for days twice. yeah my plans for the day pretty much consist of doritos, energy drinks, candy, and DDR. sounds fun? indeed it does. lol. but anyhow thats all for this moment but I'll be back to pot more soon. Byes :)

~Ducky